Sming

BLOG MARATHON.

2012-02-15T19:30:00.006+08:00

Shall just list down the dates and probably with pictures if possible.
If I missed out some dates it just means that I forgot what had happened.

4th Jan: Some people came to fix our house aircons. Fetch Ahbi from school and dabao food for everyone.

5th Jan: Ate Teppan Chicken with Chudi. Thereafter met Jasmine and Meredith for TP open house.

6th Jan: Went back DMSS for Malay stall with Suhaib. Saw Belvy and some other ex-camp leaders helping out with Sec 1 orientation camp. Cool packaged orange juice.

7th Jan: Went church and headed for midnight movie - "Petaling Street Warriors" (very funny) with Yuexiu.

9th Jan: Olevel results. Kinda happy but sad that English failed, D7... :( Then went dk where to tried Arnold chicken with Howard (now as my ex boyf) and he cheered me up. By night time I was happy. Taken with his jacket and bangs fringe. *points down*

11th Jan: Teppan Chicken with Yuhui and Xiaochun came. Went to see Yuhui working at Gongcha! Then met Jasmine and Jinxing and they helped me with the choosing of my course. Went to Esplanade listened to songs sang by beautiful voices, ate at Makansultra after that.

12th Jan: Submitted JAE form. With Howard accompanying me at home.

13th Jan: Ikea with Howard. Ate, then hunt for a photo frame. Was super happy cos' can put our photo in but yea, we broke up so no point already, didn't use the photo frame. :/ Then he helped me found a book I've been wanting to read so badly - "Thirteen reasons why".

14th Jan: Out with Jinxing. Watched movie - "The Great Magician" (very funny). Then starbucks. Let him tried muffin!

15th Jan: Town with Jinxing. He super like branded I think. Kept on wanting to buy the super expensive jeans from "The Denim Shop (?)". Played bus and ate atas food. Can't remember already.

16th Jan: Dyed my hair red!

17th Jan: Food at Cafe Olive and then National Museum with Jasmine and Yueru. Then ate some other things. I love the Vanilla icecream with Hot brownie, first time trying. Yummm.

18th Jan: Ice Skating with Yueru. Failed max, anyone care to teach? x_x I looked like this when I got home, too crazy already.

19th Jan: Went to Geozen's reunion dinner.

20th Jan: Back to DMSS for CNY's celebration! Watched movie - "We Not Naughty" (very touching and funny) with Yuexiu, Lishan, and Luping. At night Howard came, cried like mad cos' I was going Malaysia the next day. Thinking back I still can't believe during that night he already decided to not love me anymore.

21th-28th Jan: Shall blog about it when my brother's thumbdrive works and when I can upload those pictures. But yea, 28th Jan was probably the worst day for me. He left me. But that's when I found true friends, though there weren't many.

29th Jan: Blogged that long and saddest post I've ever blogged in my life. And told my family about the break up. Thank God ahyi was there for me throughout that day. Another ahyi in malaysia called me too. Evening went to find Jiamin, May and Banjamin. Watched a free movie but I've watched before - "The Great Magician" and honestly, I cried throughout the show even if it was funny. Talked to May about it and kept on crying... thanks for the day.

30th Jan: Picnic and beach with Jasmine and Yueru. Got to admit even when I'm with them, I still feel super moody. But thanks God for that day, I really appreciated it. Went to find Zhiqian at night to cry out loud, and after that headed to find Howard (the source of my sadness) to return him his jacket. Mood can't get any better...

31st Jan: Thankful that ahyi (ahbi's mother) wasn't working. She helped out with the packing of my drawers and boxes, anything that reminds me of him. I promise that day was terrible. I cried so much. Tried cooking my favourite potato leaves too.

1st Feb: ECP, ate stingray and kangkong with Yuhui and Xiaochun. They made me feel much better. Watched movie at I12 Katong first, the seats were very uncomfortable - "The Viral Factor" (very cool).

2nd Feb: Met Chujing, my best friend at her working kiosk. Although we talked for a short time, it was really enough. Her words are so... encouraging. After that met Jinxing, he brought me to Udders! The icecream place I've been wanting to go for a long time. He's sweet leh. Lol!

3rd Feb: Talked to Yuexiu when she's on her way going home from school, then find and talked Chujing at her work place again, then met Calvin, watched a movie - "Journey 2: The Mysterious Island" (very cool). He bought me sweet stickys that tasted cute and good. Paws and frogs. After that headed to Church for this Valentine Day special service. And we've got free rings!

4th Feb: Jian Liang's birthday celebration. After Church we all headed to find Jian Liang at his chalet. And then celebrated Joel's birthday on the spot too. Oh and look at my waterbottle that day.

5th Feb: Dress hunting with Yuexiu. After that headed separate ways and accompany Chujing when she's working, Banjamin came to sunbian visit me (act one cool wear sunhat, like shopping mall very hot like that). Then Jinxing came over to eat supper with me and Chujing.

6th Feb: Watched movie - "The Chronicles" with Jinxing. The movie is... bad. Ate pepper lunch not at food court but that actual shop, no miso soup one. x_x Walked around then headed to nearby coffee shop to eat supper while drooling at the other table's chilli crab.

7th Feb: Swimming with Chujing! Tuesdays starts at 2.30pm. Like that time, we act clever go at 12pm+, to end up having to wait 2 hours. Went back and got laughed by her mom and grandma. Then we went to Nihon Mura to eat before swimming, $10+ for main course, side dish, soup egg fruit icecream or whatnot, and drink. Worth it I think! Say hi to my favourite mussels mentai. Got sunburn after bathing. x_x Ate dinner at her house and her mom gave me so much food. All my hardwork in losing fats gone! Oh and when I reached home, ta-da my favourite book on the table. Jane lent me! My bro was the middle man.

8th Feb: Vivo to kbox with Jinxing. Forever no pictures with him.

9th Feb: Stayed at home. A bit feverish. Fetched Ahbi from school with my bro, dabao chicken chop and went butterfly park! Did my toe nails and failed badly. Everyone laughed and Ahyi bth me so she helped. End results below. Btw I think its the nail polish problem, not me. Mummy wore like super young. My dnt work from lower sec. My artistic drawing that made me laugh. See! Wait, why is Mummy doing inside with this random pictures.

10th Feb: Went DMSS with Zhiqian and Mutasim to eat again (purple plate ftw). Zhiqian helped me to return him another jacket, while Yuexiu pass me his thumbdrive for me. That's it, I've no more jacket already. I want jacket. Comfortable ones. Went to ktv with Yuexiu. Then Jinxing came to meet us to try manpuku. Teppan chicken! Then lepak with them until night time. Cried like mad again when I plug in the thumbdrive to the computer at home. All the videos and pictures taken... all the memories.

11th Feb: Church. Wore dress. Michelle said "wedding theme" and yet I'm the only girl that wore dress! The dress me and Yuexiu went to hunt, and she didn't wear it cos' she said it was weird. :/ Service was okay and then cell group time, Isaac taught us how to make roses! And there's milky green paper! Mad love!

12th Feb: May came over to my house to make card for Valentines and look at ahbi's drawing below (he joined in) and we went to eat Chicken chop at Eastpoint yumz and wanted to go other place but no time since there's running together with cell. Yup, May is joining our cell! Ran whole round of reservoir without stopping and it feels very good. May didn't stop too! Then ate and May bathed at my house after watching Noah Yap's video (hahaha she like him already la) and she went home.

13th Feb: Changed Posb card, went to buy ingredients to bake for next day's valentines. Failed. But everyone likes it I think, they said it's nice. Even Mummy said too, she won't joke one. If not nice she will say not nice. But why I think the biscuit I made for him taste like shit. Maybe it really does. *sigh*

14th Feb: Valentines! Look at the post below this one!

15th Feb: Today made myself proud like finally. I continued blogging all the things that happened consistently for more than a month and I'm done. Phewww.

P/S: This post is for me to see only, you want to see also can. Bye!

Valentine's Day.

2012-02-15T18:27:00.014+08:00

Before I blog other stuffs I wanna talk about yesterday. YES, 14 FEB!!! ♡
Celebrated with Mr Fat tummy. Waited him for like super longgg man, but can be forgiven cos' I was way to early and he have to come to Tamp all the way from Hougang, despite his hangover from pub the night before. Erm no that shouldn't be an excuse.

Yay then guess what, somebody surprised me with sunflowers!!! I promise I was feeling soooo shocked yet happy and stress at the same time. Very pretty right (I don't love roses).

Took train to Jurong East, Science Center! To see our babies - dinosaurs. Srsly I've been wanting to go very long already. Now its like wish granted. Ate and then we headed to Cityhall for some gongcha, walked around and he was damn annoying correcting everything I say. "对不对？我讲的有没有道理？" Gek si wo already. ZzzZzZZz~

Talked a lot of crap man, and he's like bo chup like that. Hello hello, can give me some attention or not ah. Ohhh then suddenly there's like waterworks performance outside the shopping mall of Marina Bay Sands and it was magnificent.

We were both sooo tired that day. But whatever it is, yesterday was really an awesome day! Thank God for bringing this amazing guy in my life.

Thanks for the pretty flower, useful water bottle, and lovely card.
Sorry for the lousy cookies and ugly card. :(

P/S: Shall blog more soon, stubborn thumbdrive can't seem to work.
P/S/S: Have been going out everyday since last month. So tired of it already.
P/S/S/S: Update: We're not together okay!

Worst times in my life.

2012-01-29T11:32:00.013+08:00

Today I thought I would like to blog a story about me and this person that meant the most to me, the guy who would never leave me alone in whatever tough times I faced, the guy who would wipe away my tears when I cry like a baby (I always do haha), the guy who would hug me and ask "why you so fat?", the guy who would ALWAYS notice when I'm feeling down or shivering in cold and help/assure/comfort me in whatever way he could, the guy who would ALWAYS tolerate me no matter how unreasonable I am (until now lol) the guy who would act cute with me, and with him we would always do stupid things together, sleep together, laugh like crazy together...

However the sad part is that good things don't last, no matter how you wished it would stay, good things would eventually come to an end.

I don't think we'll ever be the same again, like how it used to be, when I tell my friends "eh I break up already.." and they'll be like "aiya will patch back one la, always like that what!" and all their words would come true, we'll be back together again. Always, the fault would be on me, cos' in this r/s, trust me, nobody except him could tolerate the real me. I guess this time, I've reached his limit and now he really decided, "Oh you know what, I want to end all this right now, I want to be single right now."

Last time I really wished that this r/s would stop, but srsly, do I mean it? Now that I thought of it, HELL NO. How could I mean it? Though I admit, sometimes I kept thinking "Have my feelings faded?" but never once I've thought of his, because I honestly believe that he, would never ever leave me. I think about our future, our times together whenever I'm not with him, and it really did helped me get better throughout the day when I feel lost, and pathetic (like times in malaysia). He was above everyone else and basically everything, to me. Without him, it's like my heart feels super empty. I needed him, and I know that. Why did I always wanted to let go? Now that I really got what I wanted (last time), I couldn't believe it. It was a scary nightmare, no, worst than that.

Now that I'm typing all this, I'm crying all over again. Waking up in tears, even my family don't know what they could do to help and all that they could was to talk sense to me, the other hugged me, but I don't know why, nothing is going right in my head. I lost a big part of something important in my life. Until now, I couldn't bring myself to accept the fact. "This must be a dream, yes it must." I couldn't sleep at all last night despite how lethargic I felt. Yes, last night was the worst day of my life, when you decided to step out of my life, deciding that you'll never return, liking someone else whom you don't even know well, and she, just replaces me and our memories like that. I don't blame you for this, after all, no one could understand me, how did I just thought you could?

But hey, I srsly want to thank you for this almost 2 years r/s you've given me. I choose to believe that you had given me everything and the best you could, though I'm not a good girlf to you, here I am saying sorry for the torments and tiredness I've brought to you in your life, and I hoped I really did made you happy before. Pure happiness. And I hoped you really loved me during those times. :)

I was really negative and you would always endure it. It is hard, I realised. How did I let someone I loved to go through shit because of me? I couldn't forgive myself anymore.. Now that I really know how you felt cos' I am experiencing now, I couldn't take it. You were truly very strong enough to keep on believing I would get over with my ex, and I did. I rmbed asking you while crying "Why would you love someone like me? I don't have a good attitude, bad figure etcetc.." and you said "I love you cos' you're like that, I love the way you are, and I won't ever ever leave you." But after all this, as I said, good things don't last.

If there is another chance, I would like the things between us to happen all over again. And no, don't tell me to stop crying, don't tell me you're not worth it, don't tell me I could move on, don't tell me not to do stupid things, don't tell me you just want to be friends or even best friends. Because srsly, I don't think I can take it anymore. I really could not bring myself to believe that you would do this kind of thing to hurt me.

I once asked you (during r/s), "why you like me ah?" and you were like "you really want know?" and you continued like "becox that time I see you like cute cute nerd nerd, with Elice they all (last time clique), and every time you walked past the bench I sit, I very happy cos' you very pretty!!" Hahaha, not a happy answer that I want but oh well, he's honest enough to tell me about it. Hmm. You liked me cos' of looks at first.

Then with the help of Elice, you got my number. I don't even know you and was really disgusted when you told me you stalk me. Lol.

Every time you'll walk pass my class, and I would ALWAYS (really) felt annoyed. Like "why the heck you keep looking at me, I don't even know you!" and yea, I really hated you that time. And you were very very shy, I hated shy guys, so minus some points off you already! Haha.

The first time we hang out, Dec 6 2009, you baked a cake for me, failed one. Haha and we sat mrt from Bedok to Joo Koon and back to Simei. Until I got to pay for the ride cos' exceeded the time limit. It was just like yesterday. I could remember everything. An uncle kept looking at the fail cake and laughed at us saying "your boyf? just started dating?", I remember you drew a pig on a paper/brochure to start the ball rolling cos' we were too shy to talk, and we making use of that paper definitely helped. Ohoh, I also told you to stop using the word "kies" cos' it's super gay... Lol!

Phone calls of us mimicking Phua Chu Kang and Ris Low, and all sorts of nonsense like 2hours call before me going to camp, or malaysia and all definitely made us closer, and I became more attached to you, slowly leading me to trust you, and I figured out that I could depend on you (finally!), a guy who wouldn't hurt me like how my ex did.

Soon we got closer and closer, meeting up with Yuexiu and Alvin for fried mushroom madness, meeting Yuexiu in siloso beach, where you first hold my hand, couldn't rmb the date (shit haha), always playing and sleeping in bus together with you, writing the book we had, the first time I cried I kept hiding it from you when I was telling some dark secrets only to some people like you know about me, how we always went vivo for pepper lunch. Every time you would just come to send me home whether I'm with you or not (rmb last time at Chujing's house? You didn't know the route but you tried cos' it was really late alr). Every moment is well cherished. And you could just forget all that and let this r/s go?

Our one year anni was spent in Ecp where we rented double seat bikes (yay) and when I cried telling you how much Taiwan sucked without you. We planned our future together (lol-ed but yeah), we played the hai dao chuan tgt.. Oh rmb we played rides not including USS, where me, Kailin and Yuexiu with you were playing happily for $6 scary rides? The swing kind.. haha I wanna go again! Do you want?

And some days you stayed in the whole day at my house, I woke up next to you in the morning. We bathed and raced to see who bathed fastest.. and we went out (cos I didn't went malaysia and nobody was at home during those times). Then soon the time came when you and my mother officially met, you were so nervous and all, yeah, but ahbi really liked you! :) :) that was really enough. We had fun and my mother began accepting you, with me slotting in good words for you of course! Lol!

Coming to my house then slowly became so common, but really, was it a chore for you? A work that you really didn't wanted to? Because of me not wanting to go out, and kept asking you to come over, are you mad? Sorry I didn't consider your feelings. I was too selfish.

In Malaysia I told everyone how great you were, how nice and how much you loved me. Everyone especially my weak grandma, wanted to see you, to see if you were THAT good. I came back, looking forward to tell you all about this, wanting to get a passport for you with you, and of course our science centre, our mango frappe, our fish and co, our running man and one piece, and BAAMM! I got the best, worst surprise ever. Just 8 days, instead of missing me like how I did to get thru all those days, you lost me, you carry on having the thought that it would be best you didn't had me.

I tried asking for a chance, I really would bring out the best to love you, to take care of you, to treat you well and always think of you. But you didn't want it. Instead, you wanted a girl whom you don't even know well, and you wanted her so much that you wanted to let go of all this wonderful memories. Is she an excuse? Or did you really loved her? I really don't know. All I know that it was a worst reason/excuse/thought ever for you to just dump me like that for a girl you don't know well. I don't know her existence at all, and I can't believe you bought roses for her during valentines in school, I really can't.. That shows that I don't know you well enough to know what you really want?

I cried for hours till my head hurts, people called me to cheer me up, if you guys have read till here, I want to say a thank you to you (friends) who tried to help me up. I couldn't get to sleep, and here I am, blogging this while still crying. I am thattt pathetic, yes.

Jack once said, "you all confirm won't last since you going poly soon, different schools and all", that triggered me but I confidently say "yea right, whatever you say I'll prove to you we can last." But lol..... is Jack a fortune teller?

I really miss you dedicating your shuffling videos to me, I miss stalking your blog, and asking you to post things up. How I missed the old you, who once loved me and once told me he'll love me till death. I miss you so much I couldn't explain. This is really too much for me to handle.

Lastly I really miss the fact that we could have done a lot of things that I really wanted to do with you when we're all free, but if only your feelings didn't fade. Take care, and if you want me back, please tell me... I still love you...

This whole surprise thing is reasonable enough for me to hate you. But why couldn't I? With a heart so weak, is love never meant for me? It is hard not to think about giving up on life.

Anyway, good bye dearest. I'll never forget you. Really. <3

Famous trademark tiko face! Cheeky boy!

Shuffle boy! Hahaha looong time ago.

First photos together with us wearing geek spects!

When you ordered some... nasi lemak, green colour one. Haha!

Bus times..

When you kissed me.

First kbox session!

Sunburned. I hate vitasoys but hey, packet very cute!!

Cross country!

First time at my house!

Facial noseee!

AH GERRR! (inside joke)

Ahbi and you, haha sweet.

Looks like I've won the i-love-you-more fights. :')

Blah blah black sheep.

2012-01-03T03:05:00.004+08:00

Yo I'm back again hahaha. (Okay srsly I don't know how to start an entry. -_-)
Time check 12.57am and there's school for a loooot of people but none for especially those who took the Olevels papers!!! Muahahahaha *laugh hysterically* but I'm a bit scared of how I'll score, think won't be so good leh. But... there's God's grace so I think can make it.

OK. ENOUGH OF THINKINGGGG.
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So 27th December my parents and bro went back Malaysia so I stayed at home to pack my wardrobe. Yes and after like so long some guy told me no difference when I whatsapp him the pictures of before and after.

Before:

After:

I can infer that it is neater and look better. Right not. Haha. I cleared a lot of jeans, seriously, reminds me of my flat tummy once..... :'( haha after packing watched super lots episodes of a cantonese show with Ahyi since she off day! And then we headed to Simei at night, met my another Ahyi to eat my chicken chop which I haven't been eating for very long.

I love the black pepper sauce!!

Homed and I did eye mask which I bought from Daiso. Hahahaha try it for funnnn.

Before:

After: (still the same!)

(Btw I attempted to straighten my fringe that night, hahaha)
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Next day 28th December went to Bugis with Ahyi to find another Ahyi (like confusing hor fyi I got 4 Ahyis) after her work cos' she got off day also as she's sick. Ate at this shop called Hotspot? Forgot already, their hot seller is that tomyam, super spicyyyy!! I remembered that day me and my mother ate until we teared (though we were good friends with spicy).

(Doesn't seem spicy but try drinking some)

Off to Bugis and spent like $70++ worth of items man. :'( salary gone, money fly like angry birds......

(Just realised that white sleeveless tee doesn't fit me somemore, haiz)

After buying and all I went to met Tiu a.k.a Yuexiu, and tried to kill our fats. I like workout, I miss running and getting 1st in place for girls. Dabao-ed kfc and went home.
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29th December I created something called Path. Only for Android and Iphone users I think. Hmm, thought it would be fun but actually normal normal la. I think its the fact that I don't have 3G. Path = mini diary! If you're bored then go create one and add me: SMING YAP.

Became super crazy and pathetic as I was waiting for 4pm to meet my Pierce a.k.a Kailin. Haha and at last! Went to Pasar malam at Tamp and Pasir ris, then Orchard and Somerset. Basically we shopped and money fly again. T__T Ate kfc and she kept kacau me take pictures (P/S: She spammed a lot of herself in my phone camera, super zilian).

Then we played bus till 11pm+. Around an hour I think. Had an awesome h2h talk. Shared a lot of shit stuff that happened to me as well as why/how/when I disliked her, and she told me her side of story as well. No ill feelings, just purely honest talks. Which is good. :) then went home liao lor. Fun day!
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30th December met to have singing (ktv) session with Jack a.k.a Yuhui, Kevin and Tiu. Initially it was planned to be like Jack, Kevin, Jiale and Jerald but both of them cannot make it. :( but nevertheless we had fun screaming like idiots with no complains from people or whatsoever. Kbox what hahaha!!

No Kevin in the picture cos' he is a soon-to-be famous rockstar and popstar whatever star singer so he's busy practicing lor. Haha!!! Okay not funny. -_-

But really, we had a lot of fun. Jumping, shuffling, shouting, dancing, like it's our great grandparents' house like that. Took recordings and realised how good I actually sound. Just kidding. Good day spent!!
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Last day of the year 2011 went out with Beast a.k.a Best friend a.k.a Judy/Chu Jing for a singing (kbox) session. Singing for two days consecutively man. Oh and last day of 2010 we spent the day singing (kbox) session also. Purely coincidence! Waiting for her to send photos to me...... Had super great time with her! Best friends confirm always happy time one. :D Can't wait to see her again.
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Next went to meet the fat tummy Jinxing at Redhill to go to service. Was late but at least got to hear a bit of the sermon, so motto for me is to throw and abandon all my unhappiness and look forward to 2012, which is now. Huhuuuu.

After service the cell went to Parkway parade's Fish and Co to celebrate and surprise Joseph on his birthday. Haha, Fish and Co people very cute and sweet! Ordered Seafood platter, nice leh!!! Shiok shiok. After eating we charge and zoom to Touch Centre for countdown. I promise that day was good. First minute of 2012 was spent with God. :D

Happy birthday Joseph~

When service's over, we got free supper!! Garlic bread, pizza, chicken wing! Yummy.

Happy mouths!

Free shuttle bus to Paya Lebar and took train to Tamp (thumbs up for still having trains during New year, so considerate) and walked home with Jasmine + her two cousins. :)
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1st January 2012 spent with Mr boom. He came over ard 3pm+ and played treasure hunt with me to find his Christmas present. Hahahaha he was super frustrated cos' he's too dumb to find things :x after finding he was like, "Oh 52 dollars, from Robinsons your ex workplace!" and kept on laughing. Zzz stupid me wrapwrap the present until forgot peel off price tag. -_-

Went Tamp, ate kfc, and arcade (omg 3 buttons - red green blue game I finally played into the final stage which is 22 wooh!), gave a kid a credit to play that game too cos' he kept on looking like very jealous like that.. I was like "Don't waste my money pls I really don't want to play anymore :(" and he was saying nonono until ultimately speechless when I gave him my sad face.

Caught "We bought a zoo" and the interesting fact is it was based on a true story. Not bad the show, rating 4/5! :) After that went to Pasar Malam, he bought his tutu (tried it, eww) and honey chicken chop (super nice better than xiaobawang!) Then he bought for me phone cover (yay save $5 hahaha).

(I like this though I don't like zebras)

Since we didn't meet for like a week or so already we got a lot of things to share. Had a nice day with him. Hopefully after school later he'll be free. I kinda miss him already. :(
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2nd December went out with fat tummy Jinxing!! No pictures cos' we not close! No la actually forgotttttt. Met at Farrer Park mrt and ate something atas at City square mall, I forgot the restaurant's name! The drinks free flow leh (wooo). Then walked around, then mrt-ed to Dhoby Ghaut to Plaza sing mall, then bought Gongcha at Grand cathay. Walau eh srsly this places so... new to me. First time going this kind of weird and confusing place, must learn!!!!

To be precise I actually only know: Bedok point, Simei eastpoint, Tamp mall, cs, t1, ??, ???, ???? (Omg listing this 3 places out shock me after 16years I only know how to really go this 3 places killmenowz omg walau it's true) Okay enough.

That Gongcha made us talk a lot. Haha, not awkward one first time going out. That fat tummy very.... funny. Lol!!! After that went to ulu ulu place to eat his taohuay (beancurd) and my grass jelly. Seriously we really like shui tong (water buckets). After eating we went Daisoooo!! And... saw... alot of familiar things (inside joke). Bought a stainless steel soap for Mum and he bought for his Popo (lol so cute + funny sia when he say Popo)

Fun dayyyyyy! :) P/S: I saw his tummy. MUAHAHAHAHA.
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And to anyone,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 2012 WILL BE BETTER!
Resolution for 2012: ~~Eat lesser kfc~~ In the midst of thinking.

Dedication!

2011-12-26T16:51:00.008+08:00

This post is only to special friends I've been tgt with in 2011. Prolly those who made an impact in my life. So scroll down, your name might be in it! If you think your name should be inside, maybe I forget so please tell me and I'll add in... Lol. This post is to hopefully gain back most of the f/s I've lost.

Ranking number 1! Dengdengdeng.....

Obviously is my 7-8 years best beast girlfriend, ONGCHUJING!

Hey best counsellor. Really thank God for you man srsly, without you, it's like honey without his bee. Aww haha. Okay la, don't want so mushy. Just wanna thank you for being there for me EVERYTIME when I need you, and sorry sorry sorry for making you disappointed like x1000 times because I always suddenly got something on ending up we can't meet, or whatever thing la. Hmm, rmb you said "Whenever you go out with me you got da yi ma sia" << Now I write this post also having! Meet up soon, my best friend. Swimming, baking, shopping, planning our future shop (wth) and whatever nonsense joke. Let's meet like "3 times a day with Ryan". I heart youzxc and always remember that you have me okay!! Though not 24/7 la. ♡

Ranking number 2! Dengdengdeng.....

My fatty north pole pillow + best guy friend la, HOWARDTAN!

Hello best listener. Thank God for letting me know you and giving you to me. Remember how we used to call each other up and keep mimicking Phua Chu Kang? Lol. Hmm we've known each other for... 2 years +? Count yourself I forgot hahaha. You're a really good guy la, but then now you a bit off already ah. Please go to church often okay. And think and care of me more if not I really box you. Though there are times that I got ap, pms or what, you never fail to tolerate and forgive me. Thank you for that lor. Please continue making me laugh by your singing and stupid actions okay. And must exchange Christmas present hor you go buy now I don't care. So see you soon hopefully after the chalet? Love you, pillar of strength. ♡

Ranking number 3! Dengdengdeng.....

My shitpee tiu girlfriend for 10+ years (?), YAOYUEXIU!

Hai best steady girl. You really very on one la, always can ask you last minute go out, and can always use your $$$ when I'm broke (and not return sometimes). Oh and I wanna tell you that I think we got a bit drift liao. You think so? You remember you gave me a pooh letter saying sad things? And then after that I gave you a paper (lame) saying what, must talk things out no matter what, then we sign on the paper (wa super lame). Okay la, the main point is to let you know I still remember and will do it la. Haha, you are a good friend and when with you, we can always buay paiseh or not afraid to do things in public. Meet up soon to dance/drink sharkfin soup and stay fat okay. And one thing, I will not give up on finding fried mushroom. Love you! ♡

Ranking number 4! Dengdengdeng.....

My maid for 50 years, MAYWU!

Surprised that your name is up here? Lol. I'm surprised also. Actually I've been bribed by some people to put your name up here. Ha lame. Okay, you are a super super sensitive girl when it comes to friend. Stop trying to please others because you can't and by doing that you are srsly annoying me as no one is that stupid like you. I remembered you saying that I'm the only one who can correct you. So I'm telling you now!! You don't live your life to please anyone, so don't ever, ever, do that. So what if you do it, no one's gonna appreciate and will even take you for granted. Waste your efforts only. Though I think we're not that close anymore due to not meeting up, I still love you okay. Don't get me replaced. -.- Always note that you're a great friend. Oh and stop asking if I'm angry or what okay. Catch up soon. ♡

Those are the top 4 priority la, the rest no order one. I see whose picture I kop first okay...

Best gossipers and friends.

Introducing KOHYUHUI and LEE JIALE!

Hi Jack and Jiale. I miss you guys la, sitting beside you all has been my joy leh. Haha.

Jack, we used to be so close!!! What happen?!?! Let's be close back okay. Lol. Hmm just wanna say thanks for making my day at class slightly better and let's go Manpuku and have Icecream soon! I now craving for my Teppan Chicken leh! Hen hungry la. You are a funny girl and also sometimes a good listener. Hope we can catch up soon to talk about funny things. Remember at Simei how we hide our carrot cake and laughing like mad? I miss that! Love you. See you soon okay. ♡

Jiale, you're the only guy who know my secret! You know what, ahemahem. Haha, you're the one that made me realised what guys are thinking ah. Love sharing things about people with you because you're such a objective person. You're never bias and always share out your thoughts. And thank you for helping me with almost all the subjects because you are sucha pro! Haha. "Wan le, quan fan le, hui zhong guo le!" See you soon with Jack! And all the best for... hoping what you can get, the girl, money, or whatever. Haha. ♡

Pretty helpers in classwork.

Introducing KHAIRINA and AISHA!

Hey ladies, I miss you! How are you doing? You two are my good friends in 4e3 you know?!

Khairina, at first I thought you were those shyshy and quietquiet, guaiguai type, but after knowing you, was shock to find out you were the opposite!! You can easily open up to someone after knowing them, and you're so funny sometimes. I love you for you always have no complains in helping me in my work and such. Where can I find sucha nice friend?! Hope to see you soon girl! Thanks. ♡
Aisha, you know the shirt you gave me was so nice.. and I like it alot. You know, from what I see, you are those who really would make an effort for people you love. Like, you know, presents and things like that. Not many can achieve what you can. Miss 'studying' with you in the early Tuesdays and Thursday and ending up eating Malay food instead. Always follow your heart but THINK from your brain before accepting r/s from guys or doing sotplug things or what okay. See you soon girl. ♡

Crazy stupid joker and love taking photos.

Introducing POHKAILIN!

This photo was like 2 years back if I'm not wrong. Kailin, see how you've grown!! So pretty now eh. Girl, we got a few problems going on in our friendship but it didn't really let us hate each other for a moment and see, we're okok now though things a bit shaky and it is super obvious we're not as close as before. You were once my very good friend! Haha, but it's okay. We'll work on it right? Thanks for your lobang everytime and your stupid jokes, hopefully we'll meet on Thursday! Btw, you've changed, like more mature, it's good but really for me I think I like you more in childish manner (points up). I know you've became a bit vain liao but don't over vain hor. You are those kind that I can relive stress easily with one. I love you and see you soon! ♡

Soon to be famous singer, better get autograph soon.

Introducing KEVINCHONG!

Combined photo cos' I didn't really have a nice photo taken with you, okay maybe I didn't find it properly la. Hi singerrr, how are you. We're going kbox soon. Hmm, you've been a nice friend and also a great helper in terms of homework la. Do know that sometimes my mean jokes are really jokes and don't get too angry and sad on it okay. You gotta control your temper at times because you must know, haters gonna hate, you going to let them laugh at you more meh if you at there being crazy in a negative way! No right! Haha, thanks for saying I sing like zhang shao han. And note that, you're a funny guy and never let anyone change that. See you soon! ♡

Quiet and a really nice girl.

Introducing LIMFANGYING!

Hi as you can see it's another combined photo, I'm just too lazy to dig out that one photo where you and I are only in it. Oops. So hi girl, you've been like my very good friend in class 4e3 you know that? I miss going recess with you leh! Haha. We haven't go out like we plan to, you know?! Just wanna tell you, thanks for everything you've done. Like telling me got what homework la, helping me copy things, and all sorts. I remember you once told me in Damai, I'm your good friend. I'm so happy to hear that you know. Continue trying to be more outspoken okay! I know you can do it. Also, do not be so stressed up by things easily. Don't ever make your life complicated when actually it is not at all. Hope to see you soon. Love ya girl! ♡

Popicabbage.

Introducing TAYWEIHERN!

Okay hi I know you probably won't see this but just wish to say that hey, you've always been a wonderful friend to me. You were once my guy best friend because you're always so nice, helpful, encouraging... Others will not know that you're really an awesome guy but I know, okay. Though now it appears that we don't even talk at all, memories still remains so I'm still okay. Thank you for being my friend. And remember you were once my daddy? Lol, you hoot people who bullied me. 'Bullied', haha. And the omgpop.com + fake audition. I miss playing with you. Hope to see you soon! ♡

My baby.

Introducing SHENXIAOCHUN!

Hi! I seriously don't know what happen to us!! We used to be super super close. Is it because we stopped going to Artclub? Remember times when me and you could easily go out after school, visit toysrus and things like that? Now it's kinda hard hor.. Hmm, thank God for letting me know you. It's been great being together with you. All the fun moments. So hopefully we'll get to catch up soon. And ya lor, I love you! Please talk to me, and laugh together like how we used to. Hahaha. Stay pretty and nice! My baby! ♡

Darling girl.

Introducing BELVYBAY!

Belvy, hello. We're super close this year, you realize that? Cos' of some issues I had with the previous recess clique. Haha, girl you're always so cheerful on the outside but I know that deep down you are facing things you think you can't handle. But girl, know that I am always with you though sometimes I really got things therefore the short replies and all. But know that if you meet me I can counsel you! Hahaha I remember you saying I'm a good counselor (wth). So ya ask me out. *hint* See you soon and stop letting things bring you down easily. I love you and thanks for supporting me when I'm sad with the issues! ♡

The rich snail.

Introducing GARYTAN!

Hello Curry, sometimes I don't know what you thinking you know. Hahaha, but ya, you're a good friend to be with and thanks for helping me get lobang! Nea, huat ah. You're weird, you know that? Lukewarm, you know? Haha, nevertheless I'm still thankful to have you as a friend la. Though I don't really know what to thank you for, hmm probably the kfc chicken you and Soonhao treated us! Strive to become a better person okay! And laugh more, malaysia boleh!!! Wooo. See you soon. ♡

Loud girl caring girl kind girl.
Introducing ACCALIALEE!

Hello if I'm not wrong this is our first picture together right? Or not. Haha, hi girl. To me, you've been very very sweet and good to people you love. I'm one of them. People who don't know you would think you're what you are not, but I know that you are those, who treats people very well. And, cherish them a lot. You've been a very good friend to me. Stay cheerful and see you soon. I'm here for you too okay. Miss your huggg la. Lol. Okay, I love you lot babe!! Thanks for that long long message you sent me in fb, touch until want cry already la. Stop eating so much sugar. ♡

Prawn lovers.

Introducing POHJINSOON and ELICETAN!

Combined photo again cos' I don't have shots with both of you! I think la.

Fire hippo has been a very very very very awesome friend to me. Just wanna tell you take nature as its course because sometimes things just don't be like the way you want it to be. But know that God is good okay, he don't give you this means he will give you something better. You're a great listener and encourager. Thanks for that. Hope to see you soon okay, be happy and hyper like how you used to be! ♡

Hello Cupcake. You are sweet like a cupcake. Erm, though we are not close anymore, I just want to let you know that you are a very kind hearted and nice person. You once showed me something I admire. Like, those sms you don't really like to receive, you wait until you got a better mood then you reply, which is super cool so you don't vent your anger/whatever on them. Remember we used to go to Bedok reservoir to think out things about certain people? I miss that. Hope to see you soon and stay happy okay. ♡

Kukumalu.

Introducing POHCAIJIA!

Hello, I miss how we used to be! It's like, you suddenly changed after you liked someone else. It's that how guys are suppose to be like? Okay what I mean is that you stop being so nice to me and it is as if you don't even know me. Kinda upset about it but yea probably you don't even care but thanks for being a nice guy friend. My ex guy best friend. Lol. All the best for chasing the girl you like and hopefully we'll hang out more. Don't want this friendship goes into rubbish bin you know? Hahaha. You once told me I changed you, your attitude/etcetc and your life. Wonder if it's true. Lots of memories with you la, so yup. Love you! See you soon. ♡

Powerpuff girls. Lol. Wonder who is this.

Introducing INKA, RAFIQAH, and HIDAYA!

Hello History friends, I couldn't find the picture that we had together so yup, three powerpuff girls shall do the job. Lol, though we are not close at all, I enjoy spending time with the three of you as you all are so cute together, adding Farahin/Hannah too la okay. Haha. :) You three are the best Malay friends I have in school, I think.. I miss spending time with you guys during History lessons and last minute studying during Olevel and we'll always joke around.

Rafiqah, doodling in history papers with me, drawing guys name out and whatever nonsense, giving me cookies and everything.

Inka, saying nice words to me and being so sweet when you laugh and telling me about guys, hehehe, Bedok reservoir guys, hehehe. Shhh.

Boobooshit, always shouting Kukubird to me. Our nicknames, and laughing like retards after that. I miss ittttt. Our nicknames so cute!

Hopefully I'll get to see you all soon! Love! ♡

Guess who! The sweet girl on my right.

Introducing YAOYUERU!

Oops sorry if this picture got unglam shots but it's the one I could find where we're doing the same action! Acting cute. Hahaha. Hi lorlor, I miss you leh. We used to be so close now normal only. Remember how you and Melissa gang up to not friend me during Primary 1? Then how me and you gang up on Melissa? Lol. Remember how we used to wear shoes with a wheel below to tuition? Remember how we used to say our favourite colour is Yellow when teacher asked? Remember how you put tissue into your clothes during one of the outings with our parents. Lol. I miss that! I miss the last time us. See you soonnnnn. *sigh* ♡

Bbq and Chalet Clique. Arsenal team, lolll.

Introducing DESMONDLEE, VENDERICKWEE, ALEXHO, and TANWAHGUAN!

Hi guys, just wanna thank you all for the laughter you all brought into my life. Each and everyone of you have a unique personality... Hahaha, thank God for letting me know you all and I really hope to see you guys taupok each other and have fun soon. With you all, it's like I can relief stress easily leh.

Desmond Chan, fat and comfy stomach dad and can act Ahgua immediately and always talking shit.

Alex Joke, skinny and small son who laughs at almost everything and can be so positive towards things.

Venderick Ahwee, a joke maid. Super vulgar guy. A guy who can easily make everyone laugh cos' he always insult people including himself.

Wahguan Corn, a cute son who sometimes is serious and know how to react to different situation well.

Hahaha, you guys are amazing. See you all soon okayyyy. ♡

Manpuku people.

Introducing JOSHUA!

Hello Elephanttttt. Really thankful to have you as my broooo. Haha, you're always there when I need someone, even when I'm not even approaching anyone you would take the initiative to text me. Though your relationship is unstable like mine, remember that God has plans for us. So what meant to be yours would be yours. Thanks for helping me going through some tough times, and always encouraging me. Remember last time you all kept disturbing me when I eating laksa saying "Jerald ai ni leh!" Lol joke, and we kept playing during mentoring sessions during p6 and playground and what not. Miss those times. Also, thank God for Jerald and Zhikai. I miss hanging out with you guys, cos' you all are so awesome!! Meet up soon! ♡

Koala.

Introducing LIMKAILIANG!

Hi Koala, long time no see eh!! This picture was the last time we met right? If I'm not wrong. Eh no... is the time during Manpuku!! Haha study fail leh. See you soon, thank you for being so awesome. Though now we're not that close anymore but I hope that we would work on it okayyyy, like what you want. You're awesome man! Koala koala koala. Why your name is Koala again? I forgot! Haha, okay la, text me okay!! Whatsapp also can. Pray that our Amath can make it. And other subjects also....... cui!!! Catch up soon and I'm here for you! ♡

Crayons.

Introducing CHANJUNHAO!

Hello, when are we meeting up soon ah!! See, no photo to put so put this. Hey, we've got a lot a lot of memories. I still keep your emails.... Hmm. Haha, you're a really good friend to be with always cheering me up when I'm down, and I just wanna let you know that God is there when you need Him and let's be more towards God and less towards the temptations the stupid satan give us. Talk to me more please, hahaha, oh and your present really rotting!! I miss how close we used to be but now I hope you please don't forget me as a friend okay. I'm here for you too if you need me. See you soonnnn handsome. ♡

Study peeps.

Introducing DARRENTAN and CHUDI!

Hello, we've met a couple of times to study and apparently it always fail la. So thank God for both of you cos' you all never fail to make me stay strong on weak subjects, times where I wanted to give up on especially Chemistry you all tried to help me as much as you could la. So really thankful and hope that we could really hang out again cos' I miss you guys!

Darren, I miss your bibi hahaha, your jokes and seriousness when it comes to Christian-related things and I hope you'll come my church soonnnn. Michelle miss you hahaha.

Chudi, just wanna tell you thanks for sending me home and joking with me everytime and I hope that the 7-11 near your house sell good slurpee already. Hahaha ya lor, eat Teppan Chicken soonnn.

Rmobbers.

Introducing, no one.

I like this photo a lot. Shows that I've been flashmobbing. Dancing suddenly to everyone on the street. Hahaha, got pay somemore. Okay la, that's all!

P/S: Doesn't mean I wrote the dedication they would see it but I'll just write anyway. Will continue writing soon, if there is anymore I missed out.

Early celebration for Christmas!

2011-12-26T12:41:00.006+08:00

Hey guys if you've read my tweets you'll know I celebrated early Christmas with cell! So summing up the events it was pretty much interesting and really very fun for me. Glad to kinda catch up with cell members as I haven't been going to church lately due to work. So yup, 23-24th Dec I went to Goldkist Resort @ East Coast Park!

That night the theme was GEEKY so all of us dressed up like one!

Our food & drinks & prezzies!!

Party and party like geeks!

All the geeks!!

Games after that!

Girls time~

Basically I'm the only one who slept at 4am while the rest were so tired they earlier. Kept going over to the boy's room to play poker cards, angry birds and etcetc. And apparently I was the first to wake hearing Michelle's voice. Yi dian dou bu lei~ body clock got prob already liao.

Next day we checked out at 1pm+ and decided to met @ lan shops to play before going to service.

Before service starts, hang stars on Christmas tree!

Haha. After service we went to eat + play the 'Game of Life' or smth like that with Vivian and Jansen joining us. And they haoxinhaoyi gave us a ride home as it was like midnight already! :)

Thank God for the day! <3 P/S: More pictures on fb!

My eye candy Jesus.

2011-12-25T23:11:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Thank you for changing my life.

We found love in a hopeless place.

2011-12-22T13:33:00.004+08:00

Afternoon dearies, I'm back to blog bout this two days, had fun with crazy people!!!

Kinda creepy right the lense, Yuexiu got it too.

As a matter of fact, my mother bought the wrong colour for us.

20th December went out with Belvy, Soon Hao, Mutasim and Gary! Sad that May cannot make it again.

Purpose was to watch 'Alvin and the Chipmunks 3' ~~not~~ at Cathay @ Cineleisure Orchard (is that right?) Okay wait, kinda confused. Cathay is like Gv and Cineleisure is like Tamp right? Lol.

Met up with them ard 12pm, late for 30min. #foreverlate

Went to play @ arcade first, weeeeeee~ I realised I'm not bad at the basketball game, not bragging okay. Belvy and I played and we beat everyone else that played.... highest 565!!!

Haha joke, 368 la.

Played Jubeat after that and we don't know how to start game etcetc so we anyhow press ending up 3 times lvl 2 Haru Haru song -.-''

Nobody likes Alvin and the Chipmunks 3 that day I promise Mutasim and Gary almost cried because they wasted money to get a stupid show they claimed while Soon Hao's face was like >> -_-. Show's not bad what. Rating 4/5 cos' of the cuteness of chipmunks and the huge amount of embarrassment and joke the bad guy brought in to himself.

Oh and did I told you? Even though I thought Cathay was like very atas right, movie tickets like Cs's $6 so much cheaper than Gv's + each of us got free coke!!! Coolshitz, yep and nope, they're still high class AND generous still to me.

After that went to KFC *screams happily*, Soon Hao and Gary treat us. Family feast!! Ard $30.

Munch munch already we went to find and kacau Fayth, Jodi, Jonathan in their different workplace. Soon everyone went separate ways ard 6pm. And we didn't take group photo again!! >:(
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Mrt-ed from Orchard to Pasir Ris's Costa Sands Resort to find Desmond, Alex, Huina John, Venderick, Wahguan, and some new faces I don't really know. Stingray and Sotong omgggg shiok!! Had funnnn, cab home with Huina that day. Next day 21th Dec went back with Yuexiu, eat happily, play happily, scream happily, laugh happily and took the last bus home!

Didn't ton cos' of my contact lense, see la, bbq still go geykiang wear contact lense!! 7-11 no sell solution also x.x hahahaha, okay la nothing to type alr cos' bbq + chalet standard one what, bbq eat bbq eat play play bbq eat talk tv bbq eat and cycle keeps continue.

Shiok!!!

Winning pic of the day. Huina and Venderick!!

Look at John's constipated face.

Introducing Dumbass Desmond.

More pictures + video at facebook!!
Time check 1.32pm, waiting for Mr Boomz to come over so we can have tangyuan together. ^.^

The colder the room you sleep in, the better the chances are that you'll have a bad dream.

2011-12-19T16:23:00.013+08:00

Hi readers! ♡ It's been sooo long since I've last updated this page! Reason being - Been working! Actually for only 2 weeks. Waiting for pay now $_$ around $500-$600 I guess, sad thing is it'll be gone very soon, before December if I'm not wrong. Lots of things to buy or treat, places to go, etc. :(

If you'd like to know, I worked for Loreal event for 1 day, Shu Uemura for 8 days, and NEA for 5 days. Surprising how I can switch jobs so fast. Having a break till January then I would be finding again, and I 耍大牌 go and reject two job offers already. Gonna play first. >:]

Stop working at 16th so 17th Dec went out with my Bestie Beast to relaxxxx.

Headed to Nex's Madjack! First time going there, shiokzxc.

I ordered Spaghetti Sambal Seafood.

While she ordered Linguine Carbonara (?)

After that we were debating whether to go Kbox or not cos' it's already 5-6pm alr and you want sing till what time?!?! So we decided to go back to Plan A - Starbucks.

My Chocolate Chip Cream ^.^ 3rd time having it! Love!

Her Java chip.

After that Beast went home and I met Mr Boomz. Ate KFC which I haven't been eating for a looong time, and watched 'Mission Impossible' at 9.40pm. Rating 4/5, not bad!!

Home around 1am.
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Next day, 18th Dec met Mr Boomz again. Woke up early like 7am but laze ard till 8am+, prepared and everything, headed to Vivo. Saw Darren on bus, he was late to church even at this early timing, all cos' of MRT only starts at 10am that day.

Heavy eyebags + dark eye circles. Even BB cream can't help!

Oh notice this china boy? He kept touching my leg!! Looook. @.@

SEE!! SI BIAN TAI !@#$%

Ate Vivo's high class (to me) 'Just Asian Kitchen' cos' we just couldn't decide what to eat and food court all packed. Ordered Chicken chop fried rice, Beef fried rice, Pork and Prawn Dumplings and Hot Chinese Tea.

Walked all the way to USS after that.

The tickets was free cos' Katrina's father which is my Uncle, bought for me two tickets when actually I just called to check the price. How generous of him. Thankful!!!

Didn't took much pictures cos' it was continuously drizzling and then raining heavily. Nevertheless thank God the weather was still okay for us to play outdoor rides!

This dinosaur drink cost us $20. Bought it as my mother wants to give it to Ahbi.

Then there was snow omg!!

What the 'snow' was really made of.

Wink fail.

Home around 12am! Funnnn! :)
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Act cool fail.

Today 19th Dec woke up at 3pm. Haha thinking back, hopefully those Batam people are enjoying and helping the needy. Really wished to go too but too bad even father allow me to go that dangerous place (he claims), I'm also busy working.

Heading to eat Curry Fish Head with family later, can't wait. My favourite vege ^.^
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P/S: Thank God for his Nlevel results!! 13 leh. Didn't study also can like that, proshitz.

P/S/S: Got to pack my closet as soon as possible.... Stress >:( >:(
P/S/S/S: If you're bored like mad, you can watch this short video of Ahbi's cuteness.

See you all soonnnn. Comment on my formspring okay!

算了吧，没关系，会过去的。

2011-11-28T23:36:00.004+08:00

Hi guyz,
So I went out with Lena today @ Airport, to learn about Dunkin' Donuts.
Then after that headed to Tamp to find Vivian, watched Breaking Dawn! It was not bad, just that a lot of... kiss/hug/sex scene, ya lor. Jacob so cute leh *o* overall 8/10! Bought cheese pasta, taste nice but with the stupid sprinkles they added, it kinda suck. :/
Sad I didn't take pictures just now, cos' I really like my outfit today!!! Long time no wear jeans alr. :)

Yesterday and the day before went out with Chujing. Shop for her prom needs!! At bugis eh, had lots of fun la, with her ma of cos' fun. Shall not elaborate much, basically we just walk, and talk, and laugh like hell. She beat my injection arm 2 times, imagine it!!! But not on purpose la. Cos' we were laughing at some serangoon guy trying to cross the..... road by jumping over the fence. Fuo tiao qiang for the win!!! And the huanzhu. Not forgetting this.... oh and that.... a lot of inside jokes.

Actually took 10 photos but I'm supa lazy to upload them. So...
Gei ni men kan tweetybird la!! Hao bu hao!!!
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When you're single, suddenly more and more guys talk to you. I know some of them are just talking for the sake of talking if you get what I mean. When you're sad after a breakup, suddenly you get all the attention from guys themselves. I don't know why. But I'm thankful cos' they really help to cheer me up for awhile. :)

Big thanks to, Beast, Junhao and Zhiqian for really being with me when I'm upset, keep ensuring whether I'm okay or not. Also to Jeston, Sean and Marcus (my handsome cousin) for the long talk yesterday. I really need that. You guys really made an effort, though some I'm not close to. But in either way, I'm really grateful.

P/S: I will do a proper blog post soon.

SHAG.

2011-11-27T21:23:00.004+08:00

Broke up. I'm back to single AGAIN. My life's pathetic, no? 不准哭不准哭不准哭不准哭不准哭不准哭不准哭. I should focus on those who are dear to me now. Is there? Or no? #foreveralone

COOL FACTS + MALAYSIA TRIP.

2011-11-25T11:36:00.014+08:00

Dk whether it's true or not but I got this facts from twitter @Blackalogy.

When a male penguin falls in love with a female penguin, he searches the entire beach to find the perfect pebble to present to her.

If your dog doesn't like one of your friends, always, trust your dog's instincts and stop seeing that person. Dogs know who's good and bad.

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[Edited at 4.25pm]

Hi so today Imma stuff this post with pictures I took at Malaysia. So if you dk, my father bought a land in Malaysia to make a house for swiftlets, those bird nest thing. Cool right, I show you all.

Heading there...

How the house roughly looks like...

Then on the inside...

So basically there's water for the swiftlets too if you realized. Father, jiujiu, brother, and two cousins working there... cut out the wood to make boxes and stuff like that. There's 3 levels, but the stairway is like so small, and scary. Ya lor. Cool right!?!?! ($___$)

Then heading home...

(With this pathetic worned out vehicle.)

(Happy people that worked with no pay #1)

(Happy people that worked with no pay #2)

(Cool hatz)

Now I show you all my kampong.

All the chickens/stray dogs/monkeys/zebras/kangaroos/coolshitz/me all hiding I don't know where and I can't be bothered to track them down to snap a photo. So that's about it. :)

And now... Introducing, the people.

(Kai Yang cousin, 6years old hehe)

(My favourite Ahma hehehe hi <3)

(My Jiujiu, quite fat but cute one la)

(His wife, my Jiumu, expert in cakes :D)

(3 cousin + 1 crazy bro... why crazy? See below.)

(Y U OUTTA UR MIND!! 40+kg carry 65kg O.O)

(Ahbi with hat)

(Mother with her mum)

(Hi ahgong ^.^)

(Pregnant ahyi with ahgong)

(Bro with ahgong)

Haha it's very peaceful day I should say. Though shit happened (my father insulting me) which makes me so angry on twitter + facebook that day (ok stfu already) + I didn't get to meet my childhood friends and really catch up, overall its kinda okay la. Anyway it's okay don't keep talking about it already. Lalala.

Ending off this post with this cute spiderly spider (?) :P

(BOO!)

That's about everything for this Malaysia post. Boring right, then look thru your window for scenery lor. Hmm gonna prepare for courses later, shall watch running man now!! Leave a comment alright. So many views no comment one, anonymous insulting also okay one. Peace.

INJECTION + OUTING.

2011-11-24T20:47:00.008+08:00

Hello!!! Got back from Malaysia since 3989742832 days if you don't know. :)

So today I went for injection with Mummy and Ahbi, one that I've been delaying for a week. Seems like I can't escape from this 'phobia' okay la not really. But now my arm hurts to an extend that I can't really move it. I can't raise my hand, change clothes, needless to say bathe. And my mum keeps laughing at the way I place my hand wherever I go. :(

(A happy bee chocolate a day, keeps the doctor back. Took it from Doctor's table.)

(Hello Tianhao a.k.a Ahbi)

(Ahbi helping bees to fly)

Spent my whole day sleeping + watching tv since I really literally couldn't move my arm. I mean, can la but it hurts quite bad. Can't even wash my butt after I poo properly. Haha, *imagine* okay disgusting.

Yesterday (23/11/11 wed), went out with Darling Belvy, Kukumalu Caijia, Soonhao and Mutasim!!! Caught 'The Adventures of Tintin' (not sure spelling). Actually we planned to watch with May (she's at China now) and have a ladies night (wooh) but they said that movie is ending soon.

(YAY)

(Erm crappy pictures haha #1)

(Erm crappy pictures haha #2)

So it was quite an awesome movie with excellent graphics. I actually thought some of the characters were real. I don't really know what's the story about at first but yeah since Belvy wanted ^.^ not bad la, rating 8/10? :) Ohhh not forgetting Soonhao and I bought the Happy Combo ($12.50 with Popcorns, Sprite, 2 packets of Twisties, Mini cornetto and one penguin soft/plush toy!!) I took that home. :D Ohhh and Caijia bought Cheese pasta (?), it taste not bad!! I shall buy it next time. Haha.

(Hi cutie say hi to blogger ^.^)

After movie we went to Burger King to eat. And then we chilled, and waited patiently with the rain for Zhiqian, his girlf Rachel, and Weihern to come and head to Eunos CC (last min plan). Everyone was okay at first.

(With darling Belvy #1)

(And #2)

(#3)

(Happy waiting :D)

(With Mutasim)

(Together! Except for Caijia and Soonhao lolol)

Then Soonhao decided to go home to get badminton rackets and meet us at Eunos CC later. One hour later...

(*DESPERATE*)

("HAIYO SIAN WHERE U ALL")

("Y U ALL SO LATE")

(BORED TILL SLEEPY)

Lol okay. Took bus after those 3 musketeers came. P/S: All this while I've been taking photos without looking properly. Okay...

(Happygurls95 #1)

(Happygurls95 #2)

(Sadgurls95)

(Scarygurls95 #1)

((Scarygurls95 #2)

(Bochupgirls95)

(Maple fans Weihern and Caijia)

Eunos CC here we come!! Soonhao, Valerie, Jonathan and Meiyun were already there. :)

(Hmm badminton court 1hour $5 I think)

(Hi darling Bel, I see you again)

(4eva zihigh + zilian #1)

(4eva zihigh + zilian #2)

(Hi Jonathan, where's your Valerie?)

(Valerie, Belvy, Mutasim, Cutegirl me haha wtf)

(With popicabbage Weihern, my ex 2yrs of good friend hmm)

I was really glad that day because it's been so long since I last seen them (not very close with some of them actually but yeah) so photos = memories has been the tactic of how I've been using to force people take photos with me. So when the time comes that we drift (sad only), at least there's pictures to remind you of the happy memories. Though it'll make you feel sad (again) but better than nothing right!!! Maybe that day would be the last time I see them alr (ok forever pessimist but 90% true). Talking bout it makes me feel kinda negative now. Okay ++++ positive back ++++.

P/S: I missed my mac breakfast by just 1minute that day, can you imagine?!?! 60seconds?!?! *spam @#$%^&%$#*

6pm we said byebye and headed separately ways while I went to meet my boyf (hehehe) to East coast park for buffet (his friends celebrated his birthday there). He treated me <3!! $20 per person. If you see this, sorry I got pms that day uh. Love you. :D I think he didn't really wanted to eat the buffet cos' he said its not very nice. And he was right.

Chilli crab was the reason why I wanted to eat there but it failed me MAXIMUM!!! The crab so big, yes, but 3/4 filled with sauce not the meat. For what!!! Y U HIDE THE MEAT!!! Didn't really took pictures cos' busy cooking + eating. Oh and also Eemeng was working there!!! Left with heavy stomach and wanted to vomit, too full. Went home at around 11.30pm. :)

Okay that's all, no more liao, must look forward to MISCELLANEOUS post (with random pics) + MALAYSIA post ah!!! Oh and meanwhile, view my tumblr, lots of pretty pictures @ c-heesecakes.tumblr.com :D

Hey guys.

2011-11-18T20:34:00.002+08:00

Hello, showing love out from Malaysia now. :)
It's been rather boring but to see all my relatives, it kind of erases those stupid thoughts. I've nothing to do now so I'm using my uncle's computer while he's out there buying burger for me. Yummm.
And I found out something, time here pass very very slowlyyyyy. Haha, alright shall stop now and watch all the tv shows while chewing gum.

P/S: To people who came, please comment!! My cbox is hungryyy, you know?

Kinda addicted for a lil'.

2011-11-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

I'm back again for the 2nd time! Guess I'll blog about how my days was spent for some days (those significant ones I can rmb) for you if you're interested la, if not, PLEASE BE INTERESTED cos' I spent time + effort (haha ok lame).

05/11/2011 Saturday.

(saw this while slacking w Desmond and Kailin)

Worked at some factory w Desmond and I called Kailin to join us. Other countries' hotel towel/pillow materials? That's what the factory was about. Mad tiring we couldn't sit for like 7+ hours except going toilet + break times. Ironing/packing with machines was a new thing to me. Get to know some aunties and uncles there... After that headed to watch 23:59 with Yuexiu, Kailin, Boyf, Junyong and Benjamin. Movie rating... 5/10. Was not that scary like I've expected. P/S: I realize that day its Teen's Excite 1st yr anni. Should have gone church!!

09/11/2011 Wednesday.

That day was spent with one of my close friend named Yao Yuexiu (9+ years friend). I rmbed myself being rather moody and negative that night before but she kinda changed it that day. :) Went to watch Footloose, she watched before but decided watched with me again, so nice right. Movie rating... 7.5/10. Then we went to Recognize Studios and slack w Gerald who helped out thr. Watched vampire dairies season 1 part 1 tgt. Day was quite well spent. P/S: Until now I still can't watch part 2, blame on funshion!! >:(

10/11/2010 Thursday.

Spent my day with Mummy after we sent Ahbi (3yr old cousin) to school. Ate and window shopped around. Bonus cos' she bought two same boots-like shoes for me. Just that colour different, one brown one black. It's actually around $30-40 range or more fr a pair but there's sales that day so I got both pairs for like around $28? Oh and 2 of my friends, Zichang and Calvin made her happy. Zichang thought she was my sis. Calvin owe me crab (claimed by me) and Mummy jokingly say she osowan. After that went to fetch Ahbi home from school. Quite a fruitful day spent w her. :)

(Mummy suggested me to do that after we reached home)

11/11/2011 Friday.

(A day many celebrated w their love)

And yes, I spent it with my boyf. Met up and ate at Manpuku (yay teppan chicken ^.^). Actually we planned that he should come to my house early and then we order Mac breakfast together but tiredness (or say, laziness) took place. I wore that boots that day and he said it was very gu dong! I think it's pretty leh. After that we watched In Time. It was superb! Movie rating... 9/10! Go and watch it, you won't regret. And headed to Starbucks (first time buying, haha noobshitz)

(Some chocolate drink, super yumz)

Headed to Whitesands afterwards to take neoprints *points up* Initially our plan was to head to ECP for buffet or stingray (one of my fav) then to cycle and reminisce our carefree days... BOOMZ spoiled by Mummy's text saying "Rmb got Malay course hor"... She reminded me (how sad) so we went to the Library to eat Chicken chunks (Chudi recommended) and headed separate ways. But before me boarding the bus...

(He passed me this ring which carved Howard's ♡ + our date inside)

P/S: I thought it was rubbish at first and wanted to throw it. How sweet, I totally didn't expect that you know! But that ring made my finger suffocate. Fat fingers like what Mummy and my brother said. It was a memorable day la (like any day cos' w him always memorable what). It's a lil' more happier because... I didn't paid for anything except for Teppan Chicken set for the whole day. (buay paiseh :D)

12/11/2011 Saturday.

(With my cell-group and my bro. Spot me!)

It was Michelle's and Isaac's wedding!! Very happy for them. Went to Sengkang Methodist Church to witness it. Very cute Isaac created this sentence for Michelle (their marriage was at 12/11/11 2pm), so it goes like, I want to, want want want want to, marry you! (I 12 11 11 2 marry you!) Their wedding was quite enjoyable to see. The special thing is, the theme was "Marriage-thon" (they love running) which meant everyone was to wear sports-related attire at the wedding. But I didn't cos' you want me wear fbt meh! Kinda regret for not being sporty! Happy marriage! God bless you two! :)

(On the way home with obvious eyebags)

15/11/2011 Tuesday.

Met up with Beast aka my best friend Judy, after like I don't know how long... Plan was swimming and we did it! I really need to lose weight man. She explained that our hands and legs small small but our tummy cannot make it. Which is super true. So dear all, I'm not exaggerating about this but I really no longer have any slim tummy and I really have a big tummy. Not joking or overreacting, I'm true and honest okay. Played like kids. Tried to snatch those slides with kids lor.

Then went to Whitesands after bathing + her house, we bought a bag. Similar but different colour! Oh and joke of the day. Look at my tweet: "Omg someone called me and we talked for 5min then realizing it was wrong number. We mistook each other for someone else." So I asked him, "who are you" and this unknown guy was like "bryan" then I asked, "so who am I" and he's like "Cheryl" haha then we hanged up eventually laughing. Had a great day, always super comfortable when I'm with her. :)

(Went home and father got me this straight after he got back from overseas. So touched! It's my fav black pepper crab. Haha!!)

I'm very long winded right! I know, lol! Heading to Malaysia tomorrowwww, so if you want to contact me, viber/whatsapp/talkbox/twitter/fb are available. Cheers to technology! Goodnight! P/S: Spent like maybe around 2hours typing all this. Hmm.

Back to blogger.

2011-11-16T20:30:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

Hi, I'm back to blogging. Guess I'll be treating this as my diary from now on. I mean I prefer typing than writing every single thing down (like I used to). And I can simply upload pictures up here. Ohoh and I'm here to bribe you too cos' I need people to fund me!!! So... help me. *points to left side*

Hmm... so I'll be heading to Malaysia tomorrow and I'm so gonna miss people in Singapore, especially my boyfriend. So if you're reading this, better work hard and treat me eat buffet this Sunday when I come back hor! This serves as a reminder. And to girlfriend if you're reading (yes its you Judy you you), I'll be back by Sunday okay!

So when I'm back, I'll be job hunting soon? If you all got lobang must tell me please. Hopefully with more kaching ($_$) I can fulfill the things I want to do/go to in this long long break.

P/S: I've no idea what blog url should I have. Yes lack of ideas + inspiration so yup, it's the same one as my tumblr url. Rmb to comment!! *points to left side again* Okay la that's all, wordy or not ah? Byeeee~ have a good day you!